Monday, August 27, 2007

Why?

My thoughts today....

Why do women thrive off of knowing stuff? I mean, give them information and they have power; Why do kids think talking about boodies, butts, and poots is funny?; Why do I lose my brain when it comes to thinking of what is best for my kids? Is it because my heart is attached?; How come every single time I say a prayer to God, some "coincidental" conversation, meeting, letter, e-mail, etc. occurs with the answer?; How come it has taken me 32 years to somewhat come in tune with what the Holy Spirit is about and it still blows my mind?; How come I spend time on this computer alot of nights and enjoy reading about people I don't know?; How is it these people are challenging me to think of things I never would've before (is that coincidence again?)?; Why does everything that happens in my life prove to me over and over that the only thing that matters is my relationship with God and everyone else will let me down?; Why am I so blessed?; Why do deadlines or timeframes stress me out and make me become a mega-witch? Lots of weird questions, but all what is on my mind tonight. Help me out if you have any answers, I have prayed for them.

2 comments:

The Hadfields said...

I don't know Heidi, but I do know that I have all the same questions. Your post was a good way for me to start my day. It made me think...

AJnChattown said...

I think everyone asks these questions. I also think we have to search out the answers to these questions our self, unfortunately. The bittersweet part is the painful growth that occurs within, the dependency we build on God and the independency we develop that makes us strong and wise women when we are much older. Its a good thing that you ask these questions at 32 instead of 52. On the flip side, I can only imagine what questions may arise at 52.....think on sister.